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dangles 68, Female, Canada - 13 entries

Feb 2008
1:37 PM EDT

DAILY PLANET

Wow it actually worked, now dont get your hopes up Dangles because it might go wrong again....it's too bad we cant trust a journal like this. I think i still prefer to handwrite because other then my journal getting ripped up by my dogs i never lost anything writing with a pen plus you dont have to drag your laptop around either. I did solve that problem though and bought a tiny Asus computer which is excellent for writing wherever you are. the downpoint is that when i am at home i prefer my pavilion. And on my Asus i dont write on line...and yes I do save my work. I am so not a pro in writing...I write because i like to write and it get stuff out of system which sometimes i just babble and keep my fingers going and my thoughts just flow on paper like crazy. I hardly ever read back, specially just the practises, I am always working on a toilet reader because with a toilet reader you can write anything at all. Imagine sitting on the toilet and do your big thing and read about shoes or a murdermystery on the next page. I step from one world into another with all the ease in the world. And i never look back cause its black and white and really who cares what i write anyways. I mighyt write a real book when i am old and wrinkled and have nothing better to do...for now its just a way to get rid of the stress (not sure what kind of stress ) but the doc says i have stress...oh well i think its just menopause and the changes in my body...ok another save is in place so here i go again just because i am curious if this works yes or no...dangles brb

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dangles 68, Female, Canada - 13 entries

Feb 2008
1:27 PM EDT

Daily PLanet

Hey my friend its been a while. But I have been very very busy working and attending a course in Calgary. I figured i would do a practise and the best subject is always yourself. I am still very upset about loosing the great work i did weeks ago and lost it all because this site refused to actualy save my work.... Dont tell anyone but i did cry over that as i wrote for almost 2 hours and it was all gone...so now i do my work someone else and use this just for the fun of it..if it saves it fine if not, well thats allright with me too....it was too bad because i could absolutely access this anywhere in the world but its not worth to me to loose all the good stuff...and i wonder if this will post. but if not its just a practise..main thing is that i keep writing and it doesnt really matter what its all about...in the meantime i am listening to the radio and simona is on..nice tune...I did my complete cardio this morning..one hour of dancing..i am sure that if anyone sees me they will laugh their heads of...that is why i closed all the curtains..I wonder if their are more people around making a fool of themselves early in the morning just to stay slim and healthy haha which is important i know..but it's a lot of suffering too, specially the yoga poses i am doing....geezzzz i wonder if i ever get that flexible as the lady on the dvd...and honestly, i dont even think she is that nice toned, I mean people can overdue working out too, to the point that they look a little overdone like an overcooked steak. I wonder if i can save this part of the writing exercise so that i dont loose it again...I feel i am on a roll let me save this first, although its a practise!! Dangles for now and be write (lol) back!!

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LostAnonymously 36, Female, Arkansas, USA - 20 entries

Feb 2008
8:47 PM EDT

Questions...

Why is everything so complicated?

Why not anybody but me?

Then again, I wouldn't wish this type of pain on anyone. The feeling that one minute you are okay, then your mind starts to reel and brings back memories and all of a sudden it feels like you just jumped off the highest building in the world and you're about to hit the ground.

What would I be like if none of this had happened to me? Would I be happy? Would I be able to sleep? Would I still wake up every morning wishing I hadn't? Would everything be okay?

Why is it that the people who tell you they are there for you, end up being the first to leave your side? Or at least it feels like it sometimes. I need them to talk to me sometimes about it. When I first told them they said they would be there for me. Now, I need them to prove it. I need to know that I can talk to them about it. I need someone to talk to. About everything.

I feel the pain getting heavier. I don't understand how it does that. Why can't it just all go away? Maybe I'll just have to make it go away, once and for all...

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fantasyrose16 34, Female, Colorado, USA - 4 entries

Feb 2008
5:17 AM ACST

omg... such a long week...... but it all went... well.... ron said no..... but thats ok.... cuz i think i know who my true love really is....... and that is Sameer...... yes he lives in canada..... and he isnt perfect.... but thats ok cuz i am not either..... and who cares that he lives in canada....... just cuz i dont get to see him every day doesnt matter..... i get to talk to him....... and i know he cares..... more later....

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charlax 71, Male, Arizona, USA - 744 entries

Feb 2008
2:39 AM MST

im the pretender NOT

eye am HOMELESS a JESUS Freaked OUT for certain

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Tatiana 33, Female, Belgium - 36 entries

Feb 2008
6:40 PM EDT

Yeah

alleen thuis vandaag

ontspanning

geen john die me het huis uit wil krijgen, me constant in slecht daglicht plaatst en me aan alle klanten kloot

niet dat je dit leest john

maar ik haat je!

jij mij ook dat weet ik wel

en nog iets

blijf uit mijn kamer en lees mijn gedichten niet meer

die zijn privÃ©!

en jij snapte er toch nix van

en blijf uit mijn dagboek

relax

wel naar bontje morgen

en om bakpapier

ben niet echt nerveus voor architectuur

zal wel in orde komen

lot gaat AO doen

en waarschijnlijk blijven zitten

shit

alleen in de klas

help

anna veranderd van school volgend jaar

daar gaat men filosofiemaatje voor wiskunde

daar gaan bennie, brammie en katrina

jumper, emo en jumpslet met knots uit de oertijd

zal jullie missen

en anna natuurlijk ook

de laatste amusantdenkende (kweetnie of de woord bestaat maar whatever) ziel uit de klas die tegen mij praat

okj

genoeg gezaagd voor vandaag

bye!

xxx

Tags: mis mis

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tayler 50, Male, Oklahoma, USA - 3 entries

Feb 2008
8:47 AM EDT

married male 40yr seeks married white female for online/phone affair, call tayler at 405-6154214 mail me at taylerdobbs@yahoo.com if in central okla, will get togather with you real time.

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aGiftFromAbov 41, Female, Virginia, USA - 25 entries

Feb 2008
8:15 AM EST

he loves me.....

he loves me.. he hasnt arranged his emotions yet... because he fears the obvious. he loves me. i got him great valenties day gifts....

i told him i loved him on feb 7th for the first time in crayons.. at a trendy rest. who insisted on putting butchers paper on the tables.. he enthralled by the kid within asked for crayons.. and it was on...

i wonder what he will come up with for valentines day.. hope it isnt lame.. but even if it was id just smile and thought his lameness was cute. arghh... men...when will they learn.?

ps i gotta blown eardrum too... kinkyness.. and my overly aggresive ass got me jacked up.

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LostAnonymously 36, Female, Arkansas, USA - 20 entries

Feb 2008
4:24 PM EST

I told my mom. Not everything...not about what he did, the fact that I cut myself, or that I'm suicidal. Just that I'm depressed. She asked me why. I freaked out and didn't know what to say so I said that it was a chemical imbalance. It was hard to tell her. For a brief second I wanted to tell her everything, but...I can't. It's my fault. I wish it would just go away...

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yoanstranger 50, Male, Philippines - 2 entries

Feb 2008
10:15 AM EST

another world

let us pretend that we exist not in this world
that we are free from the complexities of life
and the world revolves not around us
only you and me, together
in another world created by our dreams
in this world that we made let us love
let us stay together as if time has stopped
our hands, our lips, our hearts
let me touch you and love you in my arms
like no one ever can
as the northwind blows on earth
only our love breezes in this place
love beyond the words, love beyond sight
love beyond the heat of the night
such perfect love as clear as eternity
before it ends up when we wake reality

Tags: dreams, freedom, love

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1 comment(s) - 07:01 PM - 02/16/2008

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